kitten leaves

i was born in the autumn. i was born in a time of dying. i became alive while everything around me died. it's a hard time for me. it's an interesting time. a time to be reborn. a time to reinvent. a time to die. i don't have anything else. so, i have the seasons. they come they go they affect me.
i love autumn in a way i can't explain. it's the only time i'm happy like this. the only time i'm sad. there's a joy in the death of the leaves. it's under my skin, it's in my blood.